My name is zhang li, a rural people, now working in the city, our home conditions generally in the home, although I study result is good, but for some reason, I still chose to drop out of school.
My mother died when I was at the first, I was with my father thought I also can have two people, only a little bitter life, I do bad, but I believe that as long as give me time, all this will change.
This confidence is called blind self-confidence, probably father doesn't think he can take good care of me, also don't feel I can take good care of him, the village matchmaker to help him and find a wife.
After getting married, my father is working in, after all, this is not to be their wives, somebody else will not tolerate your has been poor.
Also after the city of his father, I got the school year, because the stepmother of I, though not very fast, all ok on the face, but two people get along with all don't walk the heart, it makes my heart very uncomfortable, don't like this kind of acting each other's life, and then carry father drop out of school.
After quitting school, ever since his father know that I haven't reason to me, I also know this thing is I do bad, I don't go to provoke him unhappy.
So had been deadlocked for two years.
Two years later, I also have some money in hand, the character the courage to see the father.
Father saw me, and also has been brimming with tears in the corner, walk gave me pocket money.
At that time I was devastated, later every weekend, completes the meal delivered to my father, so our feelings to reconciliation.
But unfortunately, his father's body for the site work time is burnt, went home for illness, results died a few years.
Learned that his father's death when I came back home quickly take a taxi, stepmother had already gone packed my luggage, then of course taken away his father's bankbook.
My heart is very helpless, buried after his father at home ready to put the furniture to sell anything at home, in order to avoid broken, see this kind of situation, I should be in the home very hard.
But I'm open spring mattresses, SOB.
Father hides a envelope under the spring mattress, the above learned two word 'dowry' I open on see is a bank card, how much money I don't know, but this is my father worked so hard to save up for me, then I crash into tears, I really feel something is wrong, I should not buy air with him, into the city, life is so short, everyone become a family of probability so low, I wasted the precious time, I want to say is, of course, hope that everybody deliberation before marriage, also considered before remarriage, in either, for children, are unable to bear the heavy, do you think divorce remarried this kind of matter, have an effect on children?