Divorce two years later, I found in a low spring mattress passbook, open to see an o in turn

My husband and I, after divorce, and have been lived in old house, actually I also thought, want to move out to look for a house, but were looking for a house is not an easy thing, and that distance closer to my company, like now so close to the house, also is not seek, said again, to rent the house rent, now is a higher than a, I and her ex-husband had a divorce, the house has not expired, at that time, we are directly paid the rent house for a year, divorce, I have almost half a year to expire, the house is so oneself live down, and her ex-husband was to move out, I lived in the original house for half a year later, just don't want to move out, then later to expire, to find a more suitable houses, and then pay the cost of a year, until now I and husband divorce for two years. I and husband divorce, but also because, my ex-husband's character is a bit tight, I and husband after marriage, no matter what this place, my ex-husband is stingy, not willing to spend money, to oneself is all kinds of cheap, is also a variety of not willing to give up to me, two people live together, had also are bitter, although the two are rural, but how do you say this again, also cannot have two lives, live so helpless pain, my in the mind is a bit uncomfortable, two people after marriage, the cinema did not go in, I go out shopping, buy a few decent clothes, all quarrels with me, I with he together, this is at the end of the day can't go to shopping, buy things, always say go to taobao to buy, I have a crush on a things on the Internet, are all kinds of coupons to search, if you can't find the coupon, they said to me on a trip to the new look for a, I would be a little unhappy. The life of two people, because there is no fixed material foundation, later also disintegrated, like so in a word, no matter the love, is really fragmented, the two of us are all come out in the countryside, the rural home have some cost of living, I think is should, but my in-laws live over there than we are in the cost of living in the city, more than this, I was a little angry, we hard to make money in the city, the results in the end, the food and drink, even the in-laws than in the countryside, the who stand, go out to buy food, buy fresh, never just to buy anything that is in promotion, this a big man, the result finally covet is cheap than a woman, with him, I this is even a reunion, girlfriends invited out to go shopping, these I can't promise. So later, we two people divorce, I offered to divorce, then he is repeatedly, repeatedly appealed to me, I don't divorce, also said he was so hard to save money, all is for the sake of our future, after thinking about this in the city to buy a house, have a home, but I don't think so, I also think, my ex-husband is deliberately making excuses, I am a kind, once identified something, what this said, I will not take it to heart, because things here, I later returned to the bride's family directly, until he agreed to divorce, I didn't come back, after the divorce, he will clean his luggage, and went away, I remember when he walked, is so time-consuming, my in the mind is also a slight acid. To divorce is now two years, before he is occasionally to contact me, ask me in Canada, but I didn't take a reason him, I did not think of is that some time ago when I was packing, unexpectedly accidentally saw a passbook under the spring mattress, open on see, I was in my name to open a book, I have not too much, and also bankbook with a piece of paper, in the above calculation is how much you can buy a house, that moment I was thinking about her, when he bent his head is amounted to appearance, my heart is not bitter, tears fall down, and because of this, I hesitate, or to call her in the past, hope to be able to remarry, I think about it, at the beginning or I am wrong, you say?